Well exams ended, to a period of being even more busy. Seemingly have alot of things to do, plan, talk and yet, even during this period, how is my heart condition? What am I doing all the things with a heart of? It is so easy to miss out on wat is important in our lives, even as we do the 'Christian' or 'spiritual' things.

It stumps me as to why God will want to choose to use me as one of his vessels, when my character traits seem to contradict at times and cause more trouble when I try to help and test my relationships with people..