time carries on

Numerous events has come and gone, with more coming up this week and the next. Going to be a really busy week for next week and trying to squeeze in as much rest as possible right now. One thing that I am facing though is trying to strike a balance between my desire to be in my "own world" where I just play game, read books, sleep tat kind compared to serve, going out for events..for it's my deepest desire to just reflect, do my own stuff and somehow I need a transition period to switch my "gear" or else I will not only have the mood, I will start to never do things, forget etc. Thinking abit over the last 1 year and I realised that I still cherish alot of time alone, that silence is still my friend..and certainly don't mind just letting the friendship up 1 level by 1 level.

a pitstop

Before all the activities start again, it's good to have a break and rest etc. I am glad of the 3 days rest I have (with some going out in between)..from tomorrow on it looks like my schedule will be packed again. Being reading and playing some games also over the short break so I won't say its unfruitful..being trying my best to make my posts as vague as possible haha, but the effect of recent ones might seem to be less effective than I thought.

lull

Tired from all the recent events going on and of my own struggles.
With so many events starting to/are already happening all around me, its going to be a hard period of not becoming too emotionally tired from all these things and of remembering to have own periods to reflect and to slow down. Being reading books lately and they are thought provoking and has a lot of value in reflecting in the values being talked about and to find ways to apply them.