ORD loh!! Next up is break before uni...will post more when I am more free.

Alright a few people asked me how do I want to celebrate my ord freedom, to that I only went to the gym on sat and the ntu open house. Not the sort of celebration that you might expect, eh?(with liquor, beer, partying etc). Got muscle aching after the gym session even til now -_-. Also met a few ns frens for dinner on mon, was quite alright overall, though the lack of planning on where to eat etc is very bad for me..played arcade games too. My time crsis 2 skills actually improved to the point of surviving with full life the 1st stage(mainly cos I died too many times there in the past, luck kind of favoured me too). Died at the 2nd stage however, haven't gotten used to the positions the mobs would appear too.

For the past few days when I go out with friends, I always see someone from my batch outside with their own friends. That's like very rare since my batch is not very big and frankly, what are the chances of seeing 1 after another on consecutive days when I go out?

Went to recruit agencies to look for temp jobs also...although no reply yet hopefully will have something by next week..if not...maybe will study at home or wat in preparation. Seriously I have forgotten everything that I learned in jc, the most I can remember are O levels stuff.

Originally wanted to wait til I posted the pics I took of the gundam box up, but decided that I should post first instead. Anyways went to my female friend's 21st birthday celebration today.. it was a kinda big affair, with a buffet table set. Most if not all of her relatives were there and it was like cny, except that today looked like an even bigger event. Many friends went for this celebration too. It gave me a feeling of "wow" and some form of enviousness/sadness(no better words than sadness to describe atm) for I know that I will not have that kind of thing on my bday. Now you might wonder why is that so, since mine is still months away (October) and there will be time to organise one if I want a celebration of the same scope, if not more... but the thing is do I REALLY want one? To that..my answer is no.. even though 21st bday seems to be very important. However I feel that I will still experience the same emotions for other frens' bdays with the same kind of celebrations.

I know that I am not much of a conversationlist(I think I posted it before), that in itself makes me having not many friends (somewhat many "hi and bye" friends though) and as a result I don't talk much in rl. Already, I can be somewhat tongue tied when talking to people, even to those I know (maybe especially so). Oh well..guess I will decide what I want to do when the time comes.

Was sick since friday though feeling better today..got a lingering flu and cough. Was soaked in rainwater yesterday for cover too, lucky never get any worse. Nth much to add..the inspiration to type a post has already faded and I am back to my 'struggling to find a subject to talk about' self. Had the same type of prob writing birthday messages on those cards too.. nth much to add other than those generic happy birthday, good luck to you etc stuff. Perhaps I keep so much to my heart that everything else get sealed as well, with only occasion bursts of my true self appearing...